Closed

I think my heart is closed to love today. It would take some time before this heart of mine can trust and love again. But the painful episode is not over. He hurt my feelings again. The depth of my love is infinite. And yet, this heart has suffered great pain and suffering while it gives so much love. Oh, the pain, when I have to stop my heart from feeling this way again. The disappointment is too much for me to bear. Turn around and look at me. Take a good look at me now. I'm empty and broke inside. I have nowhere to hide this mess in me. Please don't look into my eyes anymore, for I can't bear to look into yours. I can't hide my tears whenever I think of you and missed you. It's so easy for you to say all those mean words you said. I wish and I wish I could try and turn back time. This pain is too much for me to bear and its hurting me so. Close my heart. I can't cry anymore. Why is it so hard to say goodbye, when it comes to this?